I saw my spine….

… in an X-ray today. The whole messed up length of it. I also saw all my other insides including the pathways for air in my lungs. Holy crap! When did X-ray technology get so good!

I saw the scoliosis (which looked different than the last time I looked at it… a good 3 or 4 years ago now probably, actually a bit better than that previous one, so I must be doing something right) and had a much too long wait in the doctor’s office to be told that I need to see a DIFFERENT doctor. Someone non-surgical. I thought I WAS seeing someone non-surgical. Argh…

But I’ve got some Physical Therapy (PT) appointments in the next couple of weeks as well as a prescription for 800 mg Ibuprofens which are basically guaranteed to give me ulcers, and an appointment with the most-definitely non-surgical doctor in a couple of weeks. I’m going to talk to him about acupuncture and see if he can recommend a chiropractor with a massage therapist in house. That way I can get it all taken care of for my one co-pay. It would be nice indeed.

I don’t care if I never get operated on, I don’t care if the curve stays there and I have to keep forcing myself to sleep on my back all night (which I’m really good at now), I just want the daily pain to go away.

To be honest, I’m glad this doctor isn’t going to be my long term doctor. Although his internist and his staff were very nice and helpful and friendly, he swept in the room with all the self-importance you’d expect from a surgeon who goes by his middle name of Shay instead of his real first name, which is Robert. He told me nothing that his internist hadn’t already told me, barely looked me in the eye except when he asked me if I had any questions, and then looked at me like I was stupid when my brain hadn’t caught up yet to the fact that he was actually trying to finish my appointment after I’d been sitting in the office for 2 hours.

M

*hugs the lovely people*

Organic Dark Chocolate and quick knitting on big needles are a pretty good tonic for the blues. The knitting is a pair of Fiber Trends felted clogs for my art-trade friend.

It’s hard to feel like crap when your friends conspire to make you happy. Thanks to Isela for the flowers and Margene for her sneakiness in getting my work address from me.

Love you guys!
M

Menstruation sucks!

If you don’t want to read about hormonal shifts and birth control, skip this post. You have been warned.

The ennui I’ve been feeling for the whole week suddenly made sense*. How is it that I can manage to forget that my period is due. HOW, I ask you! Now that my body is free from those troublesome artificial hormones and is settling into a regular routine, the period of stupid before the bleeding begins has extended. It almost makes me want to get back on the hormones just so I can feel like a human being for at least 24 days out of the 28-day cycle.

When you’re prone to depression anyway, it’s really not fun to have 4 days where you question your worth and pick at every part of yourself, and cry at the drop of a hat (which makes you question whether you’re really happy or not). I don’t like feeling worthless, and I don’t like feeling unmotivated when I’m normally a VERY motivated person. Something must be done. But I don’t want to go back on hormonal birth control just for that.

I hear the tiny bit of hormones in IUD’s can help. Anyone have experience with this? Is there any herbal supplementy thing I can take that may help smooth my hormone shifts? Any kind of hormone therapy that’s not so harsh and problem ridden as birth control? Thoughts? Answers? Chocolate?

HELP!

M

*This is the only reason I haven’t responded to all the lovely comments that you guys have left this week. I want to, I REALLY want to… I love you guys, but I just can’t even bring myself to be anything but depressing right now.

Canal du Midi Socks

What’s this??

Finished socks of course!

Pattern: Canal du Midi from Knitting on the Road by Nancy Bush.

Modifications: I shortened the cuff, extended the ribbing down the back of the cuff (the original only had ribbing halfway down the back. I also changed the heel turn to be my favorite one. I also changed the stitch count on the foot a bit to fit me better.

Yarn: 2 skeins of Lorna’s Laces Shepherd Sock in the semi-solid Cedar color, purchased from the best LL pusher ever.

Needles: 2.25 mm (US 0) 6″ Crystal Palace dpns.

Verdict: They’re just wonderful! I LOVE the subtle depth of color in the LL’s semi-solids. This pattern is lovely and they were a lot of fun to knit.

YAY! Socks for me!
M

5 Questions Interview

When I saw Carole’s interview I couldn’t resist asking for some questions of my own! She was kind enough to oblige and here they are, with my answers 🙂

1. Tell us what it’s like to live in Salt Lake City.

Living in Salt Lake City is wonderful 🙂 I grew up in the Los Angeles area, and then moved to some consecutive small towns in Utah, but SLC is a really nice balance between the two. There are some really great restaurants in SLC as well as a lot of fun stuff to do, especially if you like to be outdoors.

I also love the public transportation. I can get anywhere I want to without having to drive. I ride public transit to work every day and it gives me time to knit, and time to think. It’s also a very pedestrian friendly city. The sidewalks are wide and the downtown area where I live is really nice. There are funny things that you notice when you walk as well. Like this twice grafittied sidewalk.

The “Trust Jesus” stencil is seen all over town, but I had never seen the addition before, so I had to take a picture. I laughed so hard I hurt afterward.

And really… who wouldn’t love to have this view from their office! A storm is rolling in today!

2. What do you think has been your best design?

My best design…. hmmm… I can tell you that my favorite is Icarus. But for all the hard work I put into it, I really love Hidcote. I’m still floating on from the high of finishing Demeter though. Overcoming a sized garment was a real thrill.

3. What do you make for dinner when you can’t think of anything to make for dinner?

When I’m really lazy we eat sandwiches. We’ve had sandwiches more times in the past few weeks than I care to admit, although I do take my sandwiches very seriously. I will toast my bread, put cheddar cheese, ham, pastrami, mayo, honey mustard, lettuce, tomato, onion, AND barbeque sauce. C’s sandwiches usually consist of one slice of meat, one slice of cheese and a bit of mayo. If he’s feeling adventurous, it may have some lettuce 🙂

A sandwich is really the perfect food when you think about it. It has all sorts of food groups and serves as an infinite palette for creativity. It’s portability is unsurpassed!

4. What do you do in your free time – besides knitting and designing, of course?

I watch a lot of movies and I read fantasy/sci-fi novels. Right now I’m attempting to knit and read A Feast For Crows, but I bought it in paperback instead of getting it from the library, so it’s proving difficult to hold the book with my feet and knit and read at the same time.

C and I have been working through the Riftwar Saga by Raymond E. Feist. C reads out loud while I knit.

I also have some lovely friends with whom I do stuff like make sushi. Or just hang out and talk. They happen to be my neighbors too, so I just put on my slippers and putter over to their apartments.

5. When, oh when, are you going to start spinning?

I HAVE been spinning! My Spinning flickr set can be found here. For the last month or so I’ve been working on some Spunky Eclectic merino roving, but it’s been slow going since I’ve had a ton of contract knitting that had to get finished. I’ll spin for 5 minutes here and there, but I haven’t finished any spinning in so long that it seems like I haven’t been spinning at all! I got a goodly sized bobbin of REALLY TINY singles done, but I want to navajo ply them, so I stopped working on that and started spinning something thicker to practice on. I’m still nervous about it, so I may wait until I can be with some more experienced spinners to help walk me through it.

Thanks Carole! It was fun! If you want some interview questions of your own, leave a comment and I’ll see what I can do. *EDIT* OK, friends, I’ve come up with 6 sets of questions and that is enough… no more questions, k?

M


This month Lee finished her Icarus shawl and last week she gave it away to her aunt who is dying of Parkinson’s. Go read the posts, it’ll make you cry.

Seriously??

If you google “Miriam” I come up as hits #6 and #10. Doesn’t that seem strange? The Merriam-Webster Dictionary is first, followed by 3 biblical Miriam links (Miriam being Moses’ sister), and one for the Miriam Hospital… and then me. Out of all the Miriams in the whole world and the portion that are on the internet, I come in 6th? Am I the only person who thinks that is strange?

Thanks everyone so much for the congratulations, support and vote of confidence 🙂 It feels like all my hard work is paying off all at once, and although it’s a bit overwhelming, it’s also really really exciting. I’m excited to hold books in my hands that will be complete with Library of Congress records, books that will be distributed all over the country and the world. Magazines seem somehow transitory… like they’re there for a couple of months and get thrown away. But a book will sit on a library shelf, or in someone’s home and be looked at over and over again, given to grandchildren, gifted as a birthday present. There’s something permanent about a book that is lacking with a magazine. A book feels like a lasting archive.

M

SQUEE!!!

Interweave is publishing a “Best of Interweave Knits” book and GUESS WHAT’S ON THE FREAKIN’ COVER! *dances around like a crazy person*

My first cover!!!

The Best Sandwich on the Whole Planet

California Melt 1

Our Tuesday night SnB meets at the Jitterbug Coffee Hop here in Salt Lake. Bruce, the proprietor is endlessly patient with the group of loud and plentiful knitters that show up in his shop every week. He stays open late for us, and indulges our bringing our outside treats on birthdays and special holidays.

But Bruce makes the BEST sandwiches! His ham & swiss sandwich is so mouthwateringly good that I crave it. But my true love and the old stand by when I can’t decide what to get is the California Melt. It’s by no means melty… but I guess the Avocados could make it California-y. This is the kind of sandwich that you eat and just feel like you could go for a run. Even if you hate running. It’s light, but filling, and it makes me feel good inside.

California Melt 2

Bruce usually makes the sandwich on a bagel, but if you ask and smile he’ll make it on regular bread, all nice and toasty. I think it’s better this way, but your mileage may vary.

The sandwich, which comes surrounded by Ruffles potato chips (yum!) is stacked with lettuce, tomato, red onions, sliced cucumbers, tons of avocado, and a big old slab of cream cheese! OMG! Just typing about it is making me drool!

Jitterbug is a great place and if you ever visit, be sure to try the California Melt. And if you come on a Tuesday night, you’ll be treated to the Stitching and Bitching of Salt Lake knitters 🙂

M

Knitting Lessons

*ETA* Took the image down because one of the girls was uncomfortable with it on the internet

We’ve had a run of new employees at work, so a whole new generation of worker bees has been exposed to my incessant knitting. Thankfully, some of them were interested in learning instead of just stealing spiteful glances. So this week, we had a lunchtime knitting session. That’s Deb on the left and *the dumbfuck who apparently wants her name off too* on the right with their first few rows! YAY! Next week we start ribbed scarves.

I really have been knitting. I just can’t show you much of what I’m working on. But in rare spare moments when I just can’t take the deadline knitting anymore (it’s a matter of my state of mind, not that the deadline knitting is horrible or anything like that), I have been working on a pair of socks.

Canal du Midi Sock in progress

Canal du Midi by Nancy Bush. I will readily admit that I ganked the idea from Grumperina. When she first talked about knitting these socks in Lorna’s Laces, I immediately thought about the LL I had in my stash and how lovely it would be as this pattern. Something clicked and I just knew this was the perfect ME project to keep around.

I have certainly change it though… I continued the ribbing all the way down the back, shortened the cuff, then replaced the square heel with my favorite (the one that fits my heel just PERFECTLY). So I’m really only using the main motif for the instep… and I’m not even sure I’m doing that quite right… but it doesn’t matter. I love them and they will be wonderful to wear when they’re done. I’m done with both gussets now (since I work both socks at the same time), but I don’t really mind that they’re taking so long. It’s comforting to have them there.


You MUST go check out Carole’s finished Seraphim shawl! It’s made from her own handspun and it’s PERFECT with her Civil War Reenactment outfit!

Gleefull

Is that a word? Did I just make that up? I guess “giddy” might be more appropriate. Or out of my FREAKIN’ GOURD with excitement! Nothing is real until it’s on Amazon.com, right? Well Sensual Knits is up!

The Amazon.com Link where you can pre-order if you so desire.

Link on Sterling’s Website

Two of my designs will be in this book 🙂

M

p.s. been doing a bit of housecleaning. I’ve now got all the MimKnits pattern retailers in their own page. The “Retail Shop List” link in the sidebar will get you there too.

p.p.s. Go to YouTube and watch a movie about muffins. So TOTALLY worth it!

p.p.p.s Thanks for all the great comments on the tutorials series 🙂 I’ll definitely be posting a link in the sidebar, but I haven’t decided how or where yet. I’ll let you know when I do.


Check out Marjorie’s finished Seraphim Shawl in a wool/mohair blend! It’s lovely and elegant Marjorie, good job!